There is a song that I can't get out of my head right now, Missy Higgins. This song is just so powerful in the lyrics. I haven't figured out if this song relates to my personal life, but I'm just confused. So I don't know if something I did was such a great idea.
You hurt me and you don't even realize the pain in my heart. I should just let you go, but something in my heart doesn't want to anymore. I don't know who I am without you, all i know is that I should. And I don't think I could stand another hand upon you, all I know is that I should. I thought love was black and white. These words just keep replaying in my mind. This words are excatly in what I'm feeling. The question is towards who? Being single is fun, exciting, and simple. In the same sense, being single isn't fun. I want to be with someone! I want to be with someone that thinks about me at least once a day or texts me. Telling me that they are thinking about what i'm doing that day. We don't have to have the same things common. I want someone that will teach me things I don't understand. I'll return the favor. Learing new things from each other would never get old.
I just hope that everthing in life is going good for you. If you don't need me then I can't do anything about it. Knowing that its going to make you happy. I've learned to forget and block out every memory that I have of you. I don't want to, but thats what it have come down too.
I can't believe that it has taken me this long to be able to talk about what happened. I've never been so hurt in my life. What I was told that happen that night was unreal. Just something that I saw on The Hills or The OC, thinking that nothing like that would ever happen to me. Now I see that those girls didn't overreact in that situlation.
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