Bittersweet

I can't believe nothing or anyone that I can't see, its better than its ever been and that's good enough for me
Its bittersweet, bittersweet
Its killing me, killing me

These words for Sick of Sarah are excatly what I'm feeling right now. I can't say that I'm not upset, but I don't have the energy to feel anything right now. I just have feelings for you, but the friend zone is where I'll stay. Why should I keep trying to make something outta nothing. I can't make you have feelings for me. I'm not going to put myself up to get hurt anymore. Its great where we are right now. I feel happy that our friendship is growing ,but there is always going to be feelings in my heart for you. If you have feelings for one of my best friends, then I don't have a say in anything. I'm not going to be a person that tells someone NOT to do something that has nothing to do with me. It hurts me inside to know that you can't talk to me about things. I never want to hurt you. I never wanna see you cry. I never want you to be unhappy. I want to see the best for you. You never explained to me what was going on. You were different from others that I had feelings for. When I look into your eyes, I see nothing. I can't figure out what you are thinking. I've never had that happen to me before. I can read people like a book just by looking into their eyes, but with you...zero. I can't see that future, but we will have to work on things. I'm going to be up front about things.