I guess blogging for me is a release from life. I think sometimes I don't really put EVERYTHING down in fear of people reading my blogs. Now, I don't give a fuck anymore.
I've tried really hard to be the best person in life. I guess I need to work on things. I need to work out my sense of trying to help people. I shouldn't put my heart on my sleeve. I'm not going to help people anymore. I'm just going to keep my month shut at all times. Also, I shouldn't tell people how I feel about them. I'm just going to let people come to me about their feeling about me. I think that if someone likes me enough then they will come to me.
Now, I'm faced with a problem that I never thought I would been in. People coming back into my life is never a good thing. I always seem to hurt someone. My tensions are good, but someone seems to get hurt. I feel in my heart I didn't do anything wrong. I'm not a bad person. I don't NEED anyone in my life that thinking I'm looking for attention.
I'm going to be the better person now. I'm more mature about situations that causes drama. The old me is died and gone! I needed change and thats what I did. People that pull me down isn't needed in my life.
There was in point in this mouth that I was the happiest I've ever been in two years. I thought she changed during that time. Now, I realized that people don't change in reality. They will never be different until they want to change. I didn't do anything wrong. I have no regrets at this point. I won't say that shouln't have called back. I've been traveling this road too long. I've found a new way home.
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